Teкст песни aine - a letter to myself

do you know how much time i spend
in my head yeah i think a lot
about what could've been
i feel the air and it's getting thin
i sit in the dark writing letters to my past
so much shit i'd change
so much shit that i'd do differently now
but i've changed and i've grown
i saw the past again in my dreams
theres nothing i would change
this feeling creeping in my back
will take me to my end
i saw u far from me (why would i change)
i wanna be like that again
im crying my mistakes (why would i change)
i wanna tell u, that im not ready to go again
(fly) fly away from me this time
(heal) heal the pain that u have caused
(cry) cry for me once again (its the only way)
the only way that you can pay
(the only way that u can pay... for the past)
why would i change the past?
why would i change my mind?
why would i change us?
why would i change my life?